Later or Never?

Sometimes

I cry inside my heart

Because it is too painful

Till the tears unable to flow

Till my silence describes everything

That words can't.

It requires strength 

To hold these so tight

From people's sight

And let only me face the night

I struggle to fight

Till the day is once again, bright.

I pray harder

Hope for the better

Waiting for my future

Will it come later

Or never?