Journey of my life

When things came from nowhere unexpectedly

It freaked me out

Too many to feel

Destroy my dreaming wishes

How could it be?

I tried hard

To step up

To rebuild

To regain

To proceed 

This journey

But somehow

I stuck

In my own path.

I stopped there

Thinking out loud might help

I guessed.

When I started

My brain won't assess the letters;

S-T-O-P

Kept working

Till days and nights

Are meaningless

The only thing that I searched for 

was a meaningful journey of my life

That I had before

Where they are all had gone?