Monolog

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Ya Allah..

Andai suatu saat

Kau ambil pinjamanMu kembali

Yakinkanlah hati ini

Bahawa takdirMu melebihi segala

Kebaikan yang Kau aturkan tiada tara

Sembuhkan hati ini

Layarkanlah ia kembali di lautanMu

Namun

Jangan dibiarkan ia hanyut Ya Allah..

Ya Allah..

Berikan apa yang terbaik dari sisiMu

Meski ia pedih untukku terima

Damaikan hati ini

Teguhkan hati ini

Moga hari yang mendatang

Ku tempuhi tanpa gusar dan air mata.

Ya Rahman..

Berikan peluang padaku

Untukku hargai insan di sekelilingku

Berkongsi kasih dan cinta

Memberi dan terus memberi

Sebelum aku terlambat

Pabila segalanya sudah tiada makna..

Ya Allah..

Terus berdiri

Aku tak berdaya

Berlalu pergi

Pasti lebih terseksa

Berikanlah ketentuanMu

Permudahkanlah laluan ini

Agar tiada lagi hati yang terseksa

Mahupun terluka

Biarkan ia terus bahagia

Bahagia meski diuji

Bahagia meski punya halangan

Bahagia hingga ke syurga.

Ampunkan aku, Duhai Allah.. 

Aku di sini lagi

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Kepada diriku sendiri, aku nasihatkan agar terus bersabar dengan ujian yang Allah beri. Ujian itu sebenarnya hadiah. Hadiah? Ya hadiah.. Hadiah yang berisi ujian. Hanya dengan ujian tersebut, darjat kita akan naik setingkat. Dengan ujian itu dosa-dosa kecil kita digugurkan. Hanya dengan ujian itu membawa kita hampir kepadaNya. Dalam ujian itulah kita diperhatikanNya dengan penuh kasih sayang. Allah sedang menguji iman kita agar dengan sabar itu menjadi penyebab kita masuk ke syurgaNya. Hanya dengan ujian itu juga kita akan kenal kehidupan ini.  

Kadang-kadang terdetik juga di hati ini.. Aku lebih rela bergelut dalam konflik 'assignment' dan lain-lain tapi bukan masalah hati sebegini. Ya, disebabkan kau lebih sanggup menghadapi perkara lain tetapi bukan 'masalah' ini, bukan 'ujian hati' ini, disebabkan itulah Allah menguji kita dengan perkara yang kita takutkan. Lupakah kau pada firmanNya :

Dan sesungguhnya akan Kami berikan ujian kepadamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang yang sabar. (Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 155) 

Oleh itu, ujian yang kau hadapi ini memang sudah ditetapkan olehNya, Bergembiralah wahai hati. Bergembiralah kerana kau sedang melaksanakan sunnatullah yang terkandung dalam kitabNya. Kitab yang Mulia. Bergembiralah. Dan, jangan lupa, setiap kesusahan itu akan diiringi dengan kemudahan. 

“Karena sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.” (asy-Syarh: 5-6) 

=')

Does 'happy ever after' really exist?

Assalamualaikum wbt..

I have something to ponder about today.. It may seem like a subjective topic but somehow it has no right-wrong answer for this. It's just a matter of our faith - I guess so. 

I love to watch fairy tales.. Especially Barbie. *you laugh at me?? 

It may seem just a fairy story for you but as for me it teaches me a lot about life. The cartoons are not just as plain as they are but the way they talk it looks real. And, I love it so much. My tears also fall down when it comes to the certain scenes. 

Hmm.. But Im not gonna talk about Barbie here. But, the thing that captures my attention is the last statement or sentence at the end of the story which is "Finally, they lived happily ever after.."

My brain is starting thinking about it. Does it really exist in this worldly life? What is the exact definition of 'live happily' there? Is it just a lexical word without any unseen meaning behind it? 

I can accept this if the concept is similar to mine. Emm.. Live happily ever after is not denying the true colours of this life. What I mean here is as long as we breathe in this world, we have to endure pain, tears but not to forget we also will encounter such a bliss situation and we could smile all days and nights. Even though so many events either officially or unofficially occur, yet we still enjoy this life. Anything happens when we relate to the Creator, everything is 'happy'. When we have so many blessings we still could kneel down and put our forehead on the ground,this is 'happy'. When you endure the toughest event in your life and you perform prayers as you usually do, which is on time, that is 'happy'. I could conclude that whatever happens in your life either that is the happiest thing or the worst one, but it never interferes with your relationship with God, that is 'happy'. 

In order to make the statement comes true, it is so easy. Just take care of your relationship with Allah.. Then you will live the life happily ever after. Taraaa..!! I just solved a puzzle r! ^^

P:s - I would like to remind myself and the readers, do not replace your 'real happiness' with the 'fake' one. You know what is fake happiness? The things that make you happy temporarily is the fake happiness. What is 'real happiness' then? Of course the things that assure you to be happy not just in this worldly life but also after life. - This is the real ever after. =) Insha Allah.

Wallahu'alam.

Yeah its true guys! It's never too late to live happily ever after.  We are the one who responsible for this. Not anyone else..
:)

Mudahnya Wanita Masuk Syurga

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Suatu ketika, Rasulullah saw menyampaikan pernyataan yang agak mengejutkan para sahabat di Madinah, baik laki-laki maupun wanita.

Pernyataan yang mengejutkan itu adalah diantara wanita yang akan menjadi penghuni surga adalah isterinya Al Hathab.

Mendengar pernyataan Rasulullah saw, seluruh penduduk Madinah saling bertanya-tanya satu diantara lainnya. Mereka amat heran, mengapa Rasulullah menyebutkan istri Al Hathab itu, apa sebenarnya keistimewaannya dibanding wanita-wanita lain?

Karena mendapat banyak pertanyaan, isteri Al Hathab akhirnya menanggapi berita

tentang dirinya.

“Suamiku adalah pencari kayu bakar di bukit, ia menjualnya ke pasar dan ia kembali dari pasar dengan membawa sesuatu yang kami butuhkan sekeluarga. Ia pulang tentu dalam

keadaan letih dan lelah serta haus di tenggorokan yang sangat.”

“Aku menyadari betapa payah suamiku itu dalam mencari nafkah. Saat ia pulang ke rumah, sudah kusiapkan air yang dingin sebagai penyejuk dan penghilang rasa haus, makanan untuk

menghilangkan rasa lapar juga sudah kuhidangkan, kusambut suamiku itu

dengan berdiri, memakai pakaian yang indah dan rapi, tidak hanya itu, ia kusambut dengan segenap kerinduan seolah-olah lama ia tidak pulang.”

“Kuserahkan diriku kepadanya, kalau ia ingin beristirahat dan bersenang-

senang kubantu dia dan bila ia menginginkan diri saya, kurebahkan diriku antara dua lengannya bagai anak kecil yang bersuka ria dengan ayahnya.

Subhanallah ...

Semoga ALLAH senantiasa membimbing kita agar kita senantiasa berada di jalan yang ALLAH ridhoi, yang wanita marilah berjalan dengan tuntunan al- Qur'an, dan yang lelaki hendaknya menasehati apabila ada yang jauh dari norma al-Qur'an. 

Aamiin

copy paste : FB Sang Manusia Akhir Zaman

I Love Myself

Assalamualaikum wbt...

It always ends up this way
We keep on giving 
All that we have
Hope
Love
Concern
Worry
Thought
To someone that never knows
how to appreciate those.

Why all these happen?
Ask yourself.
You are the one who allows
You are the one who let the person hurt you
Take your heart
And breaks it into pieces
You collect it then
Put it back
Once again
You lend it back!

Is this what's happening to you?
You don't even know how to say 'No"
You don't know how to be firm
You are too kind-hearted
Coward
Argh!!!!!

No, no!
It's not that way
Do not be too pushy
It's not your faults
for being a kind person
It's just a matter of attribute
and attitude.

You wanna know something?
Your love is too priceless
It just only that person is blind
Does not see what have you done
And do not care about you
You have met a wrong person
That person is not for you.
Believe in me.

Stop doing what are you doing right now
Stop giving your last pieces of heart
Train your heart to let the person go
Put on your mind
You won't lose anything if you decide this
The person is the one who is 'finished'
As he has lost someone 
Who cares too much
Who loves too much
Who concerns too much
And
Hurt too much in the end.

Whatever it is
Life must go on
That is not the end of the world
Our somber day won't be long
Your happiness is coming through all ways
Be ready to welcome 'em!

Smiles.. It's sadaqah! ^^ 

Last but not least,
say this to youself : I Love Myself So Much!

Sincerity

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Alhamdulillah.. Jumaah again ^^

When I was about to sleep last night, my mind, my heart was thinking about something. Erm.. Actually I couldn't sleep.. After 2 hours and something like that and it was almost 230 am I guessed, I fell into sleep.. Never mind.. I am not going to talk about 'insomnia' here~~~ 

But..

With big-hearted I proudly say, I would like to talk about SINCERITY. And, I think it's a major part when doing something where that 'sincerity' will determine everything. I come across something.. "If you are to call my mom, talk from your sincere heart.. As my mom is a sincere-hearted reader. *huh???really??? Hmm.. If 'you' are going to call my mom.. If and if.. *sigh.. I guess, every single of us can detect who has been sincere with us and who's not. Am I right? 

When we go deeper into a relationship matter, sincerity is the crucial element. If the one who claims that he/she loves you so muchee, he/she must show some effort. Not effortless action but meaningful ones. What I mean here is, if someone is seriously wants you in their life, the person will make an effort to be in. Get what I mean?? Maybe from the women's perspective, effort that they can show or hand in is by showing him how serious you want him to be in your life. But, serious here is not you have to give him 'everything'. Its alarming here!!! Noooo.. not everythinggg.. Maybe asking him about your marriage. But not to keep asking as men can't be pushed too much. Ask with kindness. Not to push. okay? Besides that, you also have to be firm in this matter. You ask him to call your mom or dad if he is really serious with this relationship. If he gives so many excuses, tut tut.. just give it a call lah. If you get what I mean.. Hmm.. If he started giving excuses here and there, I am suggesting you to not to put so much hope on him. I do not want to say that he is not serious with you, but.. I don't know.. You think yourself. 

If he still has no time and space to come and meet up with your parents at least for ta'aruf session, calling your parent is one of the alternatives until a day has been decided. Nevertheless, if he is really serious with this relation, no matter what, he will manage to find some times for this. Believe me. Everything that we do will show how sincere we are but not to deny only Allah knows best regarding this sincere matter..

Last but not least...

Keep praying sisters and brothers.. Marriage needs a patient couple to stay until you die. Until we have wrinkles on our face.. However, do not forget to ask for a spouse who is the best for you. Only God knows best pertaining this. He is the One who created us. Of course He knows the best. So, keep praying yeah. And, try to change the unwanted behaviour before your happy day comes. If you are a bad-tempered person, try to change it. That will harm your marriage soon. List out the undesired behavior and suggest a few ways to overcome those. But please remember this. If you are changing any of the unwanted behavior, do change because of Allah. Not your loved one. Because Allah is there forever, and our loved one is there for temporary, what happens if Allah takes her.him away from us? Do we collect those behaviours back? Think about this.

That's all from me! ^^ Wallahu'alam.

Jendela Kehidupan

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Mentari bersinar kemegahan
Seakan tiada malam menjadi ganti
Memancar penuh gemilang
Setelah sekian lama
Dibasahi rintik hujan.

Kini aku berdiri semula
Setelah susah payah aku menapak
Terlupa aku pernah tertusuk duri
Luka sembuh tidak berbaki
Itulah kehidupan duniawi.

Lantas aku menari gembira
Bukan berarti aku lupa
Takkan pernah aku memadamnya
Detik hitam yang aku tempuhi
Ia mengajarku sebuah erti.

Saat aku melihat mereka
Yang punya nasib yang sama
Barangkali situasinya beda 
Terlupa sejenak
Bagaimana cara aku menempuhinya.

Hanya Allah memiliki rahsianya
Dialah punca kekuatan
Dialah yang meminjamkan sebuah daya
Saat aku tiada apa
Hanya keyakinan yang memenuhi jiwa.

Sabarlah duhai saudara
Aku pernah mengalami nasib yang sama
Bukan bermakna Tuhan itu sengaja menduga
Tetapi melihat upaya kita
Adat hidup seorang hamba.

Penuhilah hatimu dengan baik sangka
Ujian ini punya hikmah
Menguji iman dan juga taqwa
Agar setapak kita mara
Dan duga itu sayang tandaNya.

Berbahagialah kerna diperhatiNya
Masih ramai hamba yang mencari Dia
Namun kita mendapat secara percuma
Sebuah perhatian juga kasihNya
Ucapkan syukur serta sabar ubatnya.

:') Yakinlah teman.. Allah tak pernah mensia-siakan hambaNya.. 
Berdoalah.. Moga Allah permudahkan urusan kita semua. Allahumma Aameen =')

Happy New Year 1435H ! =)

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Alhamdulillah, we have entered a new year, a new beginning, a new hope to those who want to 'hijrah' a.k.a change to be someone better. Insha Allah :) I'm also one of the 'contestants'.. *yeahh

Do you have updated your wishlist? I do! ^^ More or less the same with the previous year. However, there is some changes that I have made. And, for sure, as a Moslem, we always make du'a so that we could become a better Moslem day by day, isn't? So do I. I realize, a wish or a hope without action is nothing. Thus, we gotta do some action planning so we can list out what we have to do in order to become a good and better Moslem. For example, performing solah on time, reading quran everyday, fasting on Mondays and Thursdays, wake up for Tahajjud, to keep promise, behaving in good manner , sadaqah regularly and love people as you love yourself.

Those are some examples that we can include in our action plan. Hopefully, it's not ended up only in that paper or tab or whatsoever, but rather it reaches the goals. Allahumma Ameen =D

Last but not least,

I remind myself and those kind-hearted person who is reading this entry, do make du'a for Dr Morsi, our relatives in Mesir, Palestine, and all over the world so that Allah helps them over His enemies la'natullah!

And, I ask for your kindness to pray for me as this coming Thursday is the beginning of my final examination until next Thursday.. May Allah protect yourself and your family and grant you with the best things ever.. Allahumma Ameen :)

Sandaran Cinta

Assalamualaikum wbt..

This song really motivates me.. Hopefully, it cheers you as well. =') Insha Allah..

Menelusuri denai kerinduan ini
Ku atur langkah mendaki cinta yang tertinggi
Perjalanannya tak seindah bicara
Penuh onak berduri harus ku tempuhi

Di tengah rimba kehidupan
Menjalar akar perasaan
Malar kecintaan atau kebencian

Segar cinta bertunjang keimanan
Layu cinta kerana tersungkur di perdu dosa

Bila cinta diracun alpa dan prasangka
Pasti ia takkan kekal lama
Kebencian pun mula melata di jiwa

Ku mengimpikan kuntum cinta
Harum mewangi penuh warna
Kembangnya dibaja taqwa kepadaNya

Kan ku sunting ia jadi hiasan
Serikan kesuraman taman hatiku selamanya...ooo...

Namun cinta sejati, suci dan abadi
Hanyalah cinta pada Ilahi
Raih cintaNya syarat menuju firdausi

Sandaran cinta pada Tuhan Yang Esa
Tenang dirimbun kasihnya mengubat lara
Tak ketemu kecewa hanyalah bahagia..

Malam berganti siang..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Langit di ufuk barat
Kian menyingkap tabir
Perlahan-lahan
Dan manusia hanya menuruti
Perintah alam.

Saat langit kemerahan
Aku seakan tenggelam
Mencari erti kasih
Hati berombak lembut
Libasan memori bertandang.

Entah berapa lama lagi
Harus ku begini
Memendam rasa sendiri
Hanya aku yang memahami
Meski aku tintakan kepadamu.

Indah langit malam
Tetap juga tidak bisa 
mendamaikan hati ini
Kepada siapa diletakkan kebahagiaan
Aku mula menyoal diri.

Detik dan waktu
Hanyalah perkiraan tempoh
Jangan ditunggu
Relakan sahaja ia mengalir menurutNya
Kelak kau seperti ditusuk sembilu.

Sandarkan segala hanya padaNya
Ini semua takdirNya
Tiada siapa bisa mengubahnya
Dan tiada suatu pun yang mustahil bagiNya
Yakinlah duhai hati..