Hurt

Assalamualaikum wbt

Yesterday
I danced blissfully
Enjoying the sunset of my day
I did whatever I wanted to
I ran
I walked
I fell
I stood up again
And
Begun to run again.

Even I got hurt
It never left scars
It healed quickly
And the pain flew away
Without I realized.

Today
I know that 
I am not the same person anymore
I am a new version of me
Weaker
Thinker
Emotional
Grow my own world
What's wrong with me?
I am weird of my own self!

I always fall down
I don't have the strength to wake up
No more energy to run
I couldn't walk as cool as I were
Where's all my spirit gone away?
My world seems smaller
I couldn't do whatever I love to
Even though I am so eager
There's something blocking me.

Now
I am declaring to the whole world
I don't wanna be a weak person any longer
I am strong 
I am beautiful as I see myself in the mirror
I am pretty as I see myself in the camera
I am so lucky to be myself
And
Having mine as myself..

No
There's no way
For pains, scars, tears to leave their marks
No way!
I won't allow all of you to destroy my remaining life
I wanna beautify it with brighter colours
I wanna enjoy every second of my life 
With things that make me smile
All the time!

Pain!
Please don't ever you show yourself again
Go away!

Goodbye!!

Truth

Assalamualaikum wbt...

When I lost the way
Please show me the path
Either right or left
Which will lead me
To the righteous.

I do no collect
The pieces of yesterday
But do not comfort me
With the lies
Hurt me with the truth instead.

Why keep on hiding
If you know what is the best
I might get hurt at first
But it last for several days
Its fine with me.

Just tell me the truth!